I feel very accomplished right now. Not for getting any work done, because that did not end up happening… But for doing all the stuff I did today. I didn’t stick to my plans very well, but being flexible has helped me meet new people at school, possibly a new network, and see and help people tonight. Good stuff.
I REALLY want to move down to school! The house down there is great! Well, not really, it’s the usual old New Brunswick kind of building… But I miss the community kind of living. I miss being able to sit in a living room and someone always being there. I’m too social to move out and get my own place, and I get cabin fever when I’m stuck with the same few people… Don’t get me wrong, like I’ve said, I’m grateful for what I have… But I have an opportunity to live somewhere that could be very beneficial for me. After group today, I drove two of the guys home to the house and I got a tour and heard about what it’s like to live there. I didn’t want to leave! I was thinking “can I move in tonight??”
Of course, no one at home really wants to hear that. And being home, telling people about it… Makes me think how I really don’t want to do it, either. When I’m there, I want to stay there. When I’m here, I want to stay here. It’s frustrating. I don’t know what the best plan of action is. I’ll keeping thinking and talking about it… I’m sure the right thing will happen, whatever happens.
