I fell asleep and woke up with a lot of thoughts running through my head and a lot of anxiety. There are so many options for my future, and for the present!, and I couldn’t figure out what I should do first. I don’t really even want to write about it right now because I’ve been thinking so much…
But basically, I’m seeing my counselor tomorrow and seriously considering moving down to school within the next few weeks, if not next week. I would live there during the week and come home on the weekends, for this semester at least, because I have commitments here. Sunday school, Sunday night meeting, and every last Friday celebration. I also don’t want to quit my job at the moment. I would still have my network here while I build one up at school. If I stay over the summer, it’ll be a smooth transition into fall semester and I won’t be coming home so often. The goal is to stay there as much as possible so I can focus on my classes in the fall, since I will hopefully be full-time.
The idea of getting an internship this summer was in my head for a while this morning, too, but that’s not necessary at the moment. That’s something I can work out with my adviser after I figure out my living situations, if I do decide to do it. I will hopefully meet with him before I see my counselor in the afternoon.
Tomorrow is also my Birthday. Getting my own room in a house at school would be a pretty awesome b-day present to myself, eh?